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bad news… i cut again last night. i was doing so well until then. but i heard rumors and got called a slutty bitch and other shit again. i just don’t know what to believe anymore. when almost everyone tells you that you’re a waste of space or time, you’re a mistake and everyone hates you you kind of start to believe it especially the hating myself part in my case. well anyways… anyone got advice on how i can stop? for the record i did not cut again over a guy. it was because even tho i haven’t done anything apparently i’m trying to break him and his gf up. wow. i can’t help i’ve liked him for 5 years. but whatever. maybe they’re right? :’c i cut my arms real bad again and my sides. my sides noone will see. and i’m wearing my sweatshirt and bracelets for a few days. noone will know… that i hate myself more than anyone could possibly hate me. 

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  6. sarahisawseome said: I managed to stop by putting all the pain and misery into something else. Wheneever I got the urge to cut again I would sit down put on my headphones and begin to draw. just find that something
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